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Annemarie Ward's avatar

Neil, this is a really thoughtful and powerful essay. I appreciate the way you’ve used photography not as voyeurism, but as a lens to try and understand the layered realities of addiction, the pleasure, the community, the pain, the consequences. So often the discourse gets flattened into either glamour or horror, and you’ve shown how both are true at different points, and how important it is to reckon honestly with that.

Your line that “no drug policy that ignores the enjoyable aspect of drugs can ever be effective” is bang on. Those of us in recovery know that the first hit was often about connection, relief, belonging, even joy, and unless policy and culture offer genuine pathways to transcendence, people will keep looking for it in substances. That’s why recovery communities matter, they can be places of meaning, solidarity and even ecstasy, without the collapse that comes later.

I also loved how you read Nan Goldin’s afterword and Aidan Mark Wilson’s portraits the recognition of community without judgement, but also the resignation that creeps in. You captured that tension with compassion. It’s the same tension recovery advocacy has to work in, holding empathy without ever losing sight of the wreckage drugs bring.

Thank you for writing with such honesty and curiosity. Scotland needs more people willing to look at this crisis with clear eyes, cultural sensitivity and moral seriousness. Please keep going your voice adds something vital to the conversation.

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Lucille Mills's avatar

I’ve not come across Larry Clark. Great to discover an influential photographer from near my home town. Great read Neil :)

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